There's just so many things going on in my head right now.
I'm just so tired of my life. Hate feeling like crap. Tired of getting hurt.
Tired of bad things happening in my life.
I just want ONE good thing in my life.. ONE..
RIght now I just feel like I want to move far away from here and start a new life.

Merry Christmas!!

But I have to say our show wasn't that bad ;)
I LOVED hearing the full version of this song live :)


My Video

Me and Nick a few hours earlier :)

Why??? Why Nick didn't you perform this in Berlin in May?

Yesterday was a big day for one of the BSB boys! And if you're a big fan, you know what day it was :) AJ & Rochelle's wedding :)
I'm really happy for them because they are such a cute couple :)
I've read news about the wedding on twitter and it seemed to be really cool!
Can't wait to see pics!

This is such a cute pic of them :)


I actually met Rochelle at the cruise, she was really nice.


At the cruise she wasn't searching for so much attention.
But at one point she was a little in public, and it was because of AJ, and I actually got it on video. Thought I could share it!

- todays is not a good day -

Today I'm going to town and buy the last christmas presents (hopefully) but I can't say that I'm excited about going to town when I look outside.
Yesteraday it was a snowstorm.... and today as well. This sucks! But I have to go in anyway. Have some other things to buy as well.

Gotta go!


Outisde my window. (it's snowing more than it looks like)