I don't know how I'm going to survive this day.
I'm so tired. Every little piece of me is tired, I'm so tired that it hurts.
This weeks takes a lot of energy from you at work, long days and it's always a lot to do.
working ..

• monday 3.30pm - 8.30mpm
• tuesday 11am - 8.30pm
• wednesday 11am - 8.30pm
• thursday 7am - 3pm
• friday 7am - 3pm

maybe it doesn't sound THAT hard, but than you haven't been at my work... and it's always really hard to get up at thursday morning since it's so hard to go to sleep when you get home. Usually it takes a couple of hours before you can sleep.

Well I better go and get ready for work.. :)

When someone from your past shows up after not having that much contact the past year, a lot of mixed feelings comes back. I was mad at that person for a long time. Now, well I do see things from a different view, I can't say that I'm still mad at this person.
However you get kinda surprised when you hear from that person and that person gives you a mix of a lot of signals... esp when I'm not sure how I feel.
That made me a little confused since I didn't know exactly how to act when I talked to that person.
But slowly I started to feel more and more what I wanted. And I must say that that felt good.
Even if I knew how I felt, I still didn't know what kind of feelings that person had, just because of our past ... I didn't want any misunderstanding.
But I do know my feelings regarding this whole situation, which feels good.

Just testing to see if I can blog from my phone.

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and it worked! That's cool!

I'm still kinda confused, and I actually don't know if it's in a good way or bad way.
And what I also feel surprised about was that when I heard from this person, I didn't feel
angry at all. But at the same time I don't know how I feel about it.
I'm a little confused, but we'll see what happends.

confused.com that's me at the moment.
It's so weird that things from your past can show
up again.
To be honest, I don't know right now how I feel about it.
Time will tell.